Ich hat 8 jahre in Deustchland gewohnen. Warum spreche ich Deutsch nicht? Scheiße!!!


This blog is a space where I've given myself permission to express my thoughts as they come to me without the pressure to clean them up, or translate them for anyone's benefit; just my naked thinking showing up as text on screen. Sometimes it's funny, sometimes poignant, sometimes absurd; kinda like me.

Three things you need to keep in mind as you read my posts:

1.) I have extremely sexy eyebrows.
2.) I didn't handpick all of those videos to the right. I love Adam Curtis, and this was my YouTube compromise.
3.) I like semicolons; I think they're fun!

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Sooze II


It's like a bad horror movie that keeps cranking out sequels. My live-in is gone, but my landlord has decided to move her mother in. I can be really accommodating, in fact too accommodating, for an incredibly long time. Too long.


And, I've hit my threshold. So, I'm about to hang out in unyielding, unreasonable, tending toward, "What a bitch."

I don't know how long I'll have to hang out in the space of "unreasonable angry black woman" with him. But, I needed somewhere to mark that I actually hit a point where I made a decision to attack him to get him to stop his attacking me, because all of my "reasonable efforts" have been ignored.


If I don't have somewhere I note that I've decided to attack someone, somewhere along the process I wonder why I'm being so unreasonable. Of course I'm being unreasonable. Uhm- I'm attacking you.


This whole scenario is fucking ridiculous.




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